Skyrim Woes

Skyrim Woes

I ,like many other geeks, am still hooked on the ver popular game series elder scrolls by Bethesda game studios. Specifically I've been attached to the 5th edition ,Skyrim. I haven't beat the main story line, I'm in the dwarven ruins where you get the elder scroll. I don't know if I'm doing it wrong or if my game is glitching but my clairvoyance leads me to a lever out of black water cavern and then I'm in a cage. I don't understand how to get out or what I'm supposed to do. So I just went back to the ruins and fought some falmers. It's a hard fight and I die a lot. But I could care less. It's fun. 

The first kiss. 

It was wet, as I remember and quick. I wished it would've lasted much longer. We ,both in the same class in the same vocational school, hardly got a moment to ourselves and I love him. So after earlier in the day pouring out my heart to him. We hugged and in the mix of awkward teenage hormones and emotions we shared a benevolent kiss. His lips were so soft and appealing to mine. He was quite warm, and the kiss was 100% consensual. It was one of the best moments of my life. I will remember it forever.

In all my awkward splendor the kiss was not quite normal for me. It made my body physically tremble. I've never been in love before ,in all my seventeen years, I'm incredibly afraid of not doing this right and messing it up. It's atypical of me to be the one who's happy. I actually am normally the one who's incredibly depressed. This is an odd feeling, love, its unanylized and gargantuan. But I like it.